Friday, May 19, 2006
tried and tired
Man im so freaking tired nowadays.. Got a mental block during chem spa in the afternoon.. haiz.. shld be 0/8 for skill c.. went to divide by 5 instead of multiply by 5.. sianz.. and my concentration was 100 times less than the others.. jia lat sia.. on the way home, fell aslp on the bus as soon as i sat down.. and a toddler had to board on the next bus stop.. not those type of cute and quiet ones.. but those noisy and loud ones.. jerked me up la.. was having a dream of dunno wad la.. but just saw my aunt saying something which i cant seem to recall, though it seemed so real.. could almost scream out when the kid boarded.. so loud it made my heart dropped and slapped me awake.. when will there be a time where i can completely relax without any worries? but im sure it wun be in the near future.. laughing my way through life.. joke..
WHY?!?!?! i already tried! but my results showed otherwise! cant stand it.. maths like that, chem spa like tat, physics test like tat.. omg im going nuta! how to apply for moe scholarship?!?!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my retrospect;
9:24 PM
