Saturday, November 25, 2006
99th Post (NEW ADDITION)
haha finally i have hit my 99th posts! so much happen over this period of time. hmm kinda served as its original purpose of a diary. lol. i have found a new skin tat i really like, but i prefer it in its inverse colour form. cant find any application online to show me the inverse colour code of the colour code i input, which means its impossible tat i can make a direct inverse of the current skin im going to put up. just a few more touch ups and its going to be done! =D
alamak this whole week damm slack. say want to finish gp in the end only do 5 questions. haiz. this blog thingy has really taken up alot of my time. and tat stupid jeffery(the boss) still haven email me about the job details even though work starts this coming wed. dunno wad he doing always so mysterious.
about the ogl induction camp. well to simply put it crudly, its bullshit. sorry to say tat but i dun really see any purpose in it. and to the sc(s) who are reading this, most probably just carol and soedar, just an idea for u guys. since we have approximately 30+ sc, i hope tat when the og.s are learning mass dance, allocate one sc to each og so tat the ogms can learn better. i hope tat the sc can dance, cos i have great doubts about how successful the mass dance sessions are going to be, much less the attendance rate. hope u will consider my opinion. =P
ok ciao. will release the new skin on the 100th post.
im sorry but i tink the enthu in everything me has kinda died down. everything's going through the brain, but nt the heart. nothing lasts. is this part of growing up? i dun tink so. just tat maybe i have found some other stuff of higher priority than wadever i do now. like when u age nothing seems to be of any appeal to you anymore? no amount of words affect me, no amount of punishments hold me back, no amount of anything stays in me. this i have told some of you ppl out there before. maybe this is why im so cool about everything. i dun get agitated, i dun hate, i dun be happy. sometimes i express my feelings, not really because i want to, not really because its wad others feel, but maybe just to even get the feeling of being accepted. but do note tat all these are considered within a certain time span after something tat cause all these has happen. so. at the end of the day, when i get back home, im just still me. im nt saying tat this is the superficial me, but if this is how u look at me, so be it. this is just me. laugh, joke, curse, swear my way off everything. afterall its nothing but an empty feeling i get when everything blows over. tink im a full time jovial jackass clown for ppl to laugh at? boo. tats my part time job i love ppl being happy. welcome to the first journey to knowing more about me. no worries. i will still joke around. im rarely serious. at least in front of ppl.
my retrospect;
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