Sunday, January 28, 2007
its sunday today.
hmmm. this is wad im feeling now.
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real low.
hmmm. nothing to do at home, except coming online, where theres nothing to do either. except read the same few blogs of my frens. i dun want to come online everyday. but there's nothing else to do in the house except tv which i dun really watch, and studying. maybe bleach every friday(for the subbed one) on youtube.
the stress is rising,
the exams are coming.
though its is nt yet ending.
feel like giving up,
feel like shutting down,
nt focused at target and centre.
but im nt going to give in,
but im nt going to lose out,
headache's coming in and out.
i will go the distance,
but its speed X time,
hope i can reach on time.
pro at procrastination,
nt a progidy of my nation,
prohibiting my arithemic progression.
maybe i need to unwind,
but it is unwise,
this is an unruly and unnerving experience.
i know its nt insuperable,
will intensify my work,
invulnerable me.
aiyo. it sounds extremely crappy. basically its just abt me feeling giving up on studies. very jia lat now. if anyone i haven studied at all last week. haiz. my bad my bad. but dun worry. will be alright soon. my momentum is going to pick up. just give me some time, though its nt on my side. arghhhhh.
ciao.
my retrospect;
12:28 AM
