Monday, February 12, 2007
a long post.

today was a sports day. swam in the morning for abt 1hour+. then played badminton for ard 2hours+. zzz. a nice addition to all tat aching from yesterday. by chronological order, me, nat, dt, rod, ky, ken and finally the cg rep aka maths rep aka nicky came. hahahaha nat is damm pro. our class hard to have sports activities, always sure got ppl imba one. haha. bball got ken joshua dt chin hock. soccer gt siyao as keeper. lol. badminton got nat. netball got jud. bowling rodney and nicky butt. swimming dt, hock and rae. zzz. destinied not to be in any sport pdp in life. haiz. always the nerdy specky skinny looking boy, according to mr loh.
-after badminton, all of us except dt who had training, went to ljs to eat and slack. then dunno why ky metion abt ultraman, then we were like thinking why ultraman is so popular. ky gave a reason tat everyone needs a hero in their heart. hmmm. point to ponder.
-i thought tat was quite true, but upon self reflection i realise i dun really have my own hero. a cliche answer wld be ur parents and all, but i tink those shldnt be even considered as heros cos they are all parents. in fact, i tink that there's nothing i treasure more than compassion. hmmm which brings me to the topic abt WWII. my mum was telling me abt my grandmother, who lived through the war, how the japanese soldiers totured everyone. like killing the ang moh soldiers in front of the prisoners(inclusive of my ah ma) and cooking the dead soldiers in the large cauldron of porridge and forcing the "audience" to eat it(which happened to my ah ma's uncle). throwing up a small infant in the air and stabbing it with a sword as it comes down. pumping water into a POW's stomach until its bloated and jumping on it. and alot alot alot more.
-leading me to another point to the video clip my cg watched during gp. it was a clip about gangsters in singapore and their rebellious acts. it was rated R21 for violence and grosteque i tink. there were two parts i rmb clearly. one. a live piercing at the lip area. u cld really see the flesh being poked through. two. a gangster swallowing down a condom fully stretched filled with drugs. its at least 4 times the thickness of a normal sausage. trying swallowing one.
-so my point is. if you think all this is gross, this is just a little of daily life. it occurs all the time and no one is bothered abt it. wad im talking abt is the stuff tat goes on in a slaughter house. i mean if u call the act of mistreating humans inhumane, killing stray cats outrageous, why is no one bothered about the slaughter house and all tat appears on your dinner plate? even those ppl who protect animal rights like no fur and all, dun they still eat meat, dun they still have to kill animals for their flesh? so tell me, wads the diff of eating an animal from killing these animals for their hide? the process is still the same! u might want to try this next time u are killing a crab or something alive. do exactly wad u do to it to yourself. how do u feel? how do THEY feel? like hello they have blood and organs and senses too! they noe wad is pain! and ppl are killing them as if its only right to do it. i simple paper cut can draw blood. can u imagine a knife at ur neck? slowly chopping off limb by limb then at the end ripping of your skin? i personally think that killing an animal is no diff from killing a human. its the same. so if you are horrified at the kallang murder where the victim was chopped into 7 pieces, just imagine how many pieces ur chicken rice is served in.
-in case you are thinking tat vegetables are alive too, mind you they have no blood. nothing tat have sense complicated and intricated enough to know what is pain. they dun have a brain in the first place.
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so if you ask me, if i only had meat to eat in the whole wide world to eat, wld i eat it or wld i die of hunger? my answer wld definitely be death.
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no one has the right to take away another's life.
-ciao.
my retrospect;
5:58 PM