Saturday, June 23, 2007
wah seh.. then f*** up sia. been a long time since i really felt this way. especially for an exam. im always confident for exams. i just dunno why im feeling this way for this JCT. this sucks. low sia. first time im feeling so lousy for an exam. maybe im expecting too much of myself. but like wad mr low always says, must count backwards from A levels. so aiming for a C this time shldnt be too much for an expectation aso. but the prob is i haven got anything better than a D in my TJ life in major exams. it just feels like i cant break through this dumb invisible ceiling. all the talk about getting a MOE scholarship. it feels so distant now. arghhh... this isnt me. need to find myself back. hmmm...
ziu jin bi jiao fan bi jiao fan bi jiao fan...
then wad is it going to be like for A level?
my retrospect;
11:28 PM
