Tuesday, July 17, 2007
hmmmm. im just awfully worried. so worried i cant think of anything else now. maybe because it means so much for me.
life can be simply described in three words. initiation. propagation. termination. zzz... tats all there is to life.
wads life? nothing more than a bubble. a dream. a flash of lightning. a drop of dew. period. faith. trust. believe. things tat keeps ppl going when the going is tough. family and frens. ppl who support u when u are weary.
to fully understand tat life is empty is difficult. meaning tat knowing well tat there is nothing tat can be taken away from this world, but still holding on to them dearly even on the death bed. come in this world with nothing, leave with nothing.
life is just a great messy piece of art. complex and and like a labyrinth. getting entangled and lost in it only brings pain. and i dun mean tat death is an escape for all this. its up to ur own discretion wads up for you after life. its ur own believe.
this maze is way too abstract to go through without meeting dead ends. sounds easy, just follow ur gut and all will be fine. but sometimes the fact tat life is one thing where there is no turning back really sinks deep into ur heart. every bridge u crossed is a bridge collapsed. a collapsed bridge tat could very well, and in fact always, affect someone's else life. its interlinked. its a web. and the venomous spider is coming.
life may seem to be in Götterdämmerung(disastrous conclusion of events) when u are faced with multiple failures at one go.
tink im rattling illogical and stuff tat makes no sense. shall stop here.
my retrospect;
9:38 PM
