Sunday, March 02, 2008
i dun seem to be able to find a comfortable footing at my work place. politics can really be wear you down if you are expected to take sides. taking a neutral stand isn't a solution here.
its already bad enough during daytime. but it just gets worse at night.. at least i've got COY in the day..
most ppl dun use vulgarities for what they mean. its just making their language more colourful like how a linguistic person would with adjectives. heard my boss going "f*** you la knn cb! HAHAHA" the vulgarities came across really strongly(and he's talking at a really loud volume, adding some literal sense to the strongly part) and i tot some guy was getting screwed by him until i heard the HAHAHA part. turns out to be his old buddy. -.-
and f-ing shit hole that's stuck in the mind. or is the mind creating and getting itself stuck in the shit hole?
what if all the normalities(if there's such a word) were all wrong? wouldnt that make everyone who's supposedly normal abnormal and those normal seem abnormal? scary.
that's bloody perception. who's to say what's normal and what's not?
not me. im too insignificant in everyone's life.
my voice's like a whimper
my thoughts' like a whinge
silence is silent and not deafening
no where to pour my soul.
sorry for the angst/emo/disquietude/Weltschmerz (wikipedia this) post. not feeling very good.
my retrospect;
12:17 AM
